and if not...so what

LOL

Many thanks to the commenter who was rather brutal and, I think trying to be helpful.

Kiss my ass honey. I'm not doing this for you; I'm doing it for me.

Perhaps I'm unclear...I'm not asking for advice from the peanut gallery. I'm whining because I can. It's the internet I'm free, and over 21, I can say/whine about whatever I want.

And by the by...I know I have it better than a billion people. That's probably why I feel guilty. pax

gasp

rough evening...feel emotionally suffocated...same old thing

I try and I try to "let it go" to make what's going on now work for me, but it's wreaking havoc on my emotional well being. People trash relationships so easily. People I know complain about their husbands...at least they've fucking got one.

I get it...I can judge based on what I see from outside. But, oh, God.

what do I do? where do I go?

oh help.

splah tastic

Out walking pupperiffic this afternoon and just had to take my flippity-flops in hand and walk barefoot in the grass. I get a certain amount of peace when I do it. Toes all wiggly and the grass all tickly (and yes, I'm keeping eyes peeled for dog doodles and other things...); it's just lovely.

Have had such a great run of weather that I decided the Lit classes today HAD to be outside so Ms. Strumpet and her minions sallied forth to enjoy the sun (shade for those of us fair of face). Sometimes I feel like such a slacker--and then sometimes I just feel like "the cool teacher" :P

No crazy crazies lately....I'm just waitin'

off to trivias...toodles.