gasp

rough evening...feel emotionally suffocated...same old thing

I try and I try to "let it go" to make what's going on now work for me, but it's wreaking havoc on my emotional well being. People trash relationships so easily. People I know complain about their husbands...at least they've fucking got one.

I get it...I can judge based on what I see from outside. But, oh, God.

what do I do? where do I go?

oh help.